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Everynight I get up and head out into the world of the "normal". I have to modify my personal style so as not to startle the public. And still I get wierd looks and crossed eyes. Normally it doesn't bug me. In fact I usually revel in the reactions I inspire but for some reason today it just pisses me off. My energy levels have been fluctuating up and down all evening. I'll get a great boost as some happy, young couple heads through the building then some ass will come in yelling or being crabby and boom, there goes my high. AAUUGGHH! It's enough to make the most patient vampire rage! Somenights I just wish I could go bite someone like a normal nightdweller but NOOO, not me I have to be different. I wonder what it's like? To bite. So sensual and intimate. Of course I can feed from across the room and no one is the wiser other than a slight buzzing felt in their head. At least that's what I was told it felt like. Yeah, somenights I just want to bite. Chomp! And I'd start with that major dick that has been making my life hell tonight. Waa waa, I need, and he's so crabby that he just drains me. Good thing my coworker is young and healthy but he's getting really tired. Maybe I'll head into the bar for a while. it's still early so there must be SOME happy people in there.

Oh Man, do I feel Great! Totally rejuvenated! I saw Wild Hogs, clearly the funnest movie I've ever seen! The theater was packed, with tons of kids and young adults and the energy level was mouthwatering. I could just feel it sinking into my pores. I'm going to take the pack for a walk and then maybe reorganize my closet, lol. WOW, it's like night and day! My hair is even crackling with electricity and I'm zapping eveything I touch. LOL Yes, it's going to be a great night. i should call someone to come over, this much energy shouldn't be wasted. **going to dial**

As I sit here smoking with the dogs around my feet, I worry about the afternoon. My energy level is so low. I will be attending the movies in a few hours. After that I will be back at full strength. The positive and happy emotions of the movie goers is like sweet nectar and it is so easy to "borrow" a bit without an adverse affects to the people. I was drained last night at work. To many drunks and angry people. They just zapped me empty. Maybe tonight I'll be in better mood and not so tired. I hate being up when the sun is up. As I work nights it usually isn't a problem but the pack wanted to play and I can't say no to them. They're my friends, champions, guardians, confidants, and snugglys when I sleep. Usually they sleep during the day with me but my son was home this weekend so all of us had to adjust to the lighted hours for a few days. Thankfully things are back to normal today.